She isn't real (Vermilion pt.2)

 

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame.
all the torment and the pain
leaked through the cover in me
id do anything to have her to myself
just to have her for myself
now i dont know what to do, i dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
She is everything to me
the unrequited dream
a song that no one sings
the unattainable, shes a myth that i have to believe in
all i need to make it real is one more reason
i dont know what to do, i dont know what to do when she makes me sad.
But i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
A catch in my throat
choke, torn into pieces
no, i dont want to be this
But i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
i wont let this build up inside of me
She isnt real
i can't make her real
she isnt real
i can't make her real